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Sunday, 12 July 2009

K says:

my DAHHLING readers (you know what, im getting sick of starting with that),
"you have never known true pain until you look in the eyes of someone you love, only to find you dont recognise the person staring back"
I GOT A NEW CAMERA xD and thats not the best part. oh yeah. wait for it, wait for it.. ITS PINK xD i think its FABULOUS xD i went around the house snapping pictures of everything, then deleted them all. hmmm, you know, maybe i need to practise my camera skills first xD
you know, i got hannah montana's new album, and the music is terrible. really. its like... square dancing-ish music. she might as well chant out the lyrics xD or maybe thats jsut me xD cause i only listened to the album once xD
you know, the only reason i posted was because i felt like putting the quote up there. now, im getting kinda bored. bleh.
im talking to emanuel on facebook and he's throwing a tantrum xD "why the hell are you so mean now" says emanuel xD then "stfu leave me alone" xD AHAH xD
okay, im done posting xD i guess my life is just as interesting as it gets. oh and even worse. my phone is out of money. oh yeah. everythings great xD
KayKay

Sunday, 05 July 2009

S Says:

Meh, haven't blogged in awhile, so i thought i'll give you guys an update about my pathetic excuse of a life. I don't really have a lot to say, cause my life during summer wasn't very eventful. I'm on the computer 24/7 and i'm hardly hanging out with my friends. Scratch that, I've only hung out once. Might go out tommorow though, if i'm bothered. Gah, i need to get the fuck off my ass and do something, even if it's like, sports. Oh the horror.

Hung out with Jermaine, Coco, Ant, Dom, Don and Jason on Friday. Bleh, didn't really do anything. We watched a movie (Ice Age 3D). It was pretty cool, i guess. The 3D wasn't very good though. Oh, before the movie, Dom bought rice from Yoshi something and after he finished, he put the empty race bowl and the bag on the escalator and then we ran and hide :) Unforunately, we never got around to checking the cinema worker's reaction when the empty rice bowl reached the top. Then Coke went and got rice as well and after she finished, we decided to play a prank on those cinema people. Our plan was to bring the rice into the cinema, and since we're not allowed any other food in the cinema, we'll ask the workers there to keep it for us. So they think they are keeping a perfectly full, normal rice. What they don't know is, Coke's already finished the rice and poured her cup of coke into the rice bowl so it seems full and heavy. After the movie, one of us were supposed to go up to the Cinema worker, take back the rice and then go "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO MY RICE?". It was a brilliant and funny plan but unforunately, none of us wanted to do it so we just left the rice with the cinema people. Giggle. We also (again) popcornified the cinema's floor. After the movie (which left me wanting dinosaurs's babies btw), we called Jermaine and we went to her place to hang out. Then we ate dinner together (food court).

Meh, 13 days till my birthday. I'm turning 14, a boring number but it's still one year older. I can't wait till i'm like 18. Then I can do everything I can't do now. I've taken to to using the word "meh", because it's a perfect word to describe my ultra sad life. Meh. The apathetic mood i've taken to being in. Anywyas, I doubt I'll be getting anything special for my birthday, my parents already bought me my camera and iPod as an early birthday present so bleh. Probably a nice dinner.

You know, I haven't talked to him for 11 days. He's away on vacation but i'm not sure if he's ever coming back. If he's never coming back, I don't know what to do. I didn't even get to say goodbye, fuck my stupid phone. Do I sound like one of those girls that can't live without their crush and all that silly crap crap? I guess it's half true, but he's not just a crush. He's like, a really good friend. To be honest, what i miss most about him was the way I could tell him anything and he'll listen. I really miss that. I miss him. I really do. He has to come online sometime right? Ugh.

I wrote a really snappy line yesterday. I thought it'll make a good song about someone who can't find the words to confide in a person, so they cut themselve instead to relieve their pain. It's not done yet, in fact, i haven't even started it. But it's something like "Can't you see the pain she hides/Visible scars from the outside/Can't find no comfort, can't find someone to confide/Whoa oh oh, another damage temptation/Whoa oh oh, another razorblade confession."

I don't know, it's like everyone's got stuff to do with their other friends and i'm all alone.
It's the worst feeling on earth, being lonely.

Love,
Stephanie.
jermaine:

i guess when you're growing up, there are always choices for you to make, and some, you might not even know what it'll lead you to in life. Some choices you made might be for the better, some might be for the worse. But why does it seem like everytime i make a choice, it seems like it's the one i'll regret after awhile? Every step i take, is closer to a bigger regret, why is it this way? Why is it everytime, my prides gets in my way and i'll choose to let go of a close friend because of some minor issues? I guess, i'm starting to miss the days where i can rant with her about every single little thing about x. The only obstacle from stopping me is my pride.
Past few days, i've been already thinking about what is the true reason why i even disliked her so much, what is actually the crux of the issue between us. I guess it's another false step i took, another regret. Why am i so immature and childlish and let those problems get into the way of our friendship is still the question i'm trying to figure out.

whatever.

Saturday, 04 July 2009

K says:

My DAHHHLING readers,
you know, i felt really bad for not posting for ages xD but what can i say? my life is just that interesting. i am being sarcastic xD just so you know xD omg, i re-read what i just wrote like, 3 times, and yeah, its very confusing. okay, lets just make it clear that my life is really boring. there. no confusions xD
the only reason why im blogging is cause my mom didnt want me to watch a movie. she specifically told me not to. and im not going to fight with her. cause shes on my side now. and megan is second compared to me. (she always has anyways) so now, im being a very very good girl so i stay the favourite. sometimes i ask why i even bother. I GUESS IM JUST TOO MUCH OF AN ANGELIC DAUGHTER. oh yes, i know. its okay, really. i can just picture that halo on my head. and ive got fairy wings somewhere in the house xD and a magic wand. IM NOT IMMATURE. im just, taking a break from my age. who wants to be mature anyways. stupid.
im re-reading all of the twilight series. just cause i have them at the convenience of my drawer. and also that (you have to admit) they are pretty damn good books xD im halfway through eclipse now xD edward and jacob are so stubborn. why cant they just GET ALONG. xD i know the endings already xD its still a good read though xD oh oh oh, you know Envy? its a book. i read like, a third of it, and now its living on my bookshelf. i found it annoyingly slow. i will get around to reading it. just not now. summer is so...uneventful.
you know, i tidied my room 3 times. now my desk looks better. my drawers are neat. my folders are clearly put into separate piles; the ones i need next year and the ones i dont. i also made a list of what to buy for next year. i have my ballet schedule pinned up and it frightens me, really. next week, i have ballet on tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday and saturday. and sundays im never free. i guess that leaves monday. ugh. mondays of all days. everybody hates mondays. its the beginning of a new week. how ominous that sounds.
because my room looks presentable, i feel like having a few friends over xD my mom said i could have friends over anytime actually. oh and also, im not allowed to go to sleepovers ever again. okay, that sounds kinda permanent, but its true. my mom said so xD but im not worried. she said i can hold like, a million sleepovers if i wanted. xD i might invite some of my year 7 friends xD ALTHOUGH, no messing in my kitchen xD its not exactly jenny's house, and my place does have a few restrictions xD BUT, if it helps, the baby pool is more shallow. i think xD
oh yeah, jenny's party xD it was awesome xD oh did i also mention that my mom doesnt care about curfews anymore? that time, my dad picked me up from jenny's place at 9:30, and my mom said "you poor thing :( daddy picked you up so early! he could have at least let you play longer" and i smiled an ANGELIC SMILE and said "but i knew you were worrying about me, so i decided to come home earlier" you see? im a very very very good girl xD ANYWAYS, back to jenny's party xD we made cookies and muffins xD well, zoe and i were in charge of the cookies. they didnt turn out so well xD well, the first batch was burnt. the second batch was....crumbly. jenny and i made the third batch. we smushed the remainder of teh dough into a rectangular pan and tossed it in the oven. and we forgot about it. well, until jenny's mom came running to us in the middle of dinner, announcing that something was burning. i forgot what happened to out big rectangular cookie. hmmm. OH YEAH, we called their friend (sort of enemy) and we confronted her over the phone. i wasnt supposed to speak. but i did. next time, i think they would tape my mouth before they rung her up. well, at least ingrid's voice was a bit like mine xD OH OHOH, jack played the drums to "you belong with me" and i sang to it, cause i knew all the lyrics. you know, i never knew drums were so loud. hmm.
i will never watch heroes before i go to bed ever again. or any scary movie for that fact. i woke up 3 times in the middle of the night because of 3 different nightmares. im going back to drama, comedy, romance and those safe movies where nightmares are never a worry. i HATE scary movies. i walked around today looking like a panda because i barely slept. stupid stupid scary movies. and the thing is, heroes isnt even SCARY. well, i watched the first 2 seasons already. who knew the third season would give me nightmares. but it was kinda scary. or maybe its just me. yeah, its just me.
OH OH OH, happy thoughts xD i bought 2 pairs of new shoes xD strappy pink high heels and white flats xD i didnt really need them. actually, im starting to wonder when i would actually wear those high heels. BUT, they were on sale xD so who gives xD
my dad and i made a deal. if i ate properly (this does not mean i was eating abnormally before. it just means that he thinks i did not eat enough for a normal person) he would pay me. yes, hes paying me to eat properly. so thats what im doing. plus, its summer. who cares if you become as fat as a pig. ive got no one that especially cares anyways xD
excuse my long post xD i had to share my summer news anyways. i wouldnt really call it news though. i mean, my new shoes are worth mentioning, but theyre not really news. anyways, i just about had enough of posting.
KayKay
"My DADDY is boss
My MOMMY is HIS boss
but I am THEIR boss (:"
-- baby natalie's bib xD

Wednesday, 01 July 2009

jermaine:

harloo guys! Damn right, it's me. Haven't posted since forever, but hey, summer isnt all about a date with your computer. Okay, it is, but still, my life isnt that interesting to blog about at the moment but i still thought i'd post something.

God, the word sweetie is so overrated, and it's irritating! God, its all over my facebook, xanga, yahoo, youtube! AND, on my stupid romeo and juliet script! Damn, i hate that word. So wicked, irritating and its haunted too! With a lot of bad memories of course. But hey, seriously, if it vanishes from facebook or youtube, then maybe it wouldn't be that bad, I swear i have issues with that word. Now thats an understatement.

ANYWAY, i just thought i'd post something rather.. pointless lets say.
okay, im gonna continue with my boring life.

cheers,
<3 jermainee!